October 2010
Day Seven.
My Ex-boyfriend
Oh, Cody Adams.
The best boyfriend I’ve ever had. And the sweetest most loving boy in the world. I’m an idiot for ever breaking up with him but things happen for a reason. :/ To this day I am still very protective of him. I don’t want to see him hurt, ever. (So whatch it Britney. I’m not afraid to find someone to beat you up.) Lol, He knows I’m...
Day Six.
A Stranger
This person doesn’t know it (And I’m not going to say a name because I don’t want to sound like a creep.) but he’s helped me more than he even knows. I met him for like, a half an hour, tops, and what he said just changed my whole thought process.
I always think about what he said and it never fails to put me in a better mood.
So thank you,...
Things I Love.
I love musicals.
I love singing.
I love dancing goofy.
I love smiling.
I love my laugh.
I love late night phone calls.
I love phone calls in general.
I love stuffed animals.
I love tattoos.
I love piercings.
I love being in love.
I love relationships.
I love sarcasm.
I love Mrs. Kleinhenz.
I love Mr. Wells.
I love art.
I love being creative.
I love writing.
I love my goofy...
Things I Hate.
I hate that I’m wasting my time doing nothing.
I hate that it’s so hard to find a job.
I hate that my old friends are no longer friends at all.
I hate that they had to leave us.
I hate that I’m too picky.
I hate that I stress over nothing.
I hate that I have no girl friends.
I hate that I don’t look how I want to.
I hate that I can’t play along.
I hate that...
Day Five.
My dreams
I’ve realized that I am a lucid and frantic dreamer. Which sounds cool but, it’s not. My dreams have seemed so real lately that its hard to tell what actually happened and what hasn’t.
Its funny how hello always ends with a goodbye,...
Day Four.
My sibling (or closest relative)
Uhm..I have a half brother named Josh.
He’s like twenty-six or something so were not super close.
But he gave me two little nephews that are just adorable. (:
<3<3<3
The next guy I date, I’m going to fall hard for.
I can feel it.
Better make him a keeper, huh.
Leigha: hey, you have total valid reason to hate me. i was disgusting to you and show complete immaturity. i just want you to know that i am sorry. you were kyle's first love and i need to respect that. everyone says that you are really forgiving and loving and i hope you can show that compassion to me. kyle and i recently got back together and we shouldn't have. we shouldn't have because he still has feelings for you. that's why i was so mean to you a year ago, back when i was still a stupid freshman. i was always so intensely jealous because this perfect guy i was dating had feelings for someone i didn't even know. kyle and i broke up for awhile because of other problems, but i know he got in touch with you. ever since then he talks about you. you may not have any feelings for him, but i think he has them for you. i think you should know. i don't know why but i feel compelled to tell you. i am moving out soon (we live together) because i know he still has these feelings. could you let me know if i am right about these feelings? like did he say anything about missing you or talk bad about me or say he still loved you? just so i know? i know i was disgusting to you, and you don't owe me a thing, but i felt like if i told you that i know deep inside me he still loves you that you would show some care and just let me know if he said any of those things. thank you so much; kyle said you are doing wonderful and i am so sorry again. i will move out even if he didn't say any of those things; i just feel like i need proof so my heart moves on and you know that he still feels something for you (from my observations). thank you again.
Me: Oh goodness. Lol, well I forgive you. I wasn't the greatest person back then either. But I talked to him once about a month or so ago. He said nothing bad about you at all. All he said was something about moving. He said he missed hanging out with me. Now, I don't know if he just said that because of like a rebound type of thing or what but he never said anything like he still loved me or anything. I really had no idea. That was the most we've talked in yearssss so everything you just said is news to me. I'm sorry about everything though. I don't mean to cause problems or anything. Like I said, I really had no idea. I hope this helps you out a little though.
Leigha: thank you, so much. you forgiving me really teaches me a lot. i want to be more like you. like i am in complete shock there is a person like you around. i'm sure it wasn't rebound, girl. thanks again.
Me: Oh, you're welcome. If ya ever need to talk about stuff I'm here. Lol
Leigha: well, i'm a mess right now. thanks so much.
(This means a lot to me. Not the Kyle part that people probably think means a lot to me, but the fact that after everything we've been through, she apologized. And that's all I needed.)
Day Three.
My Parents
My Mom is both my Mother and my Father.
She is my world.
I don’t know what I’d do without her.
Even though sometimes she’s a pain in my butt.
I wish,
That just once, someone would care enough to call and ask if I’m okay.
Day Two.
My Crush
..I don’t think I’ve ever had a crush.
I’ve only been infatuated. lol
Just remember,
I was there when nobody else was.
Day One.
My Best Friend.
I honestly couldn’t tell you who my best friend is. I have a lot of different friends for certain situations. Ya know what I mean? Like, the party friends. The ones you call when your sad. The ones you stay the night with.
…I don’t know.
I don’t think I could pick just one.
I love them all. <3
30 day writing challenge.
30 Day Letter Writing Challenge
Here is the list:
Day 1 — Your Best Friend
Day 2 — Your Crush
Day 3 — Your parents
Day 4 — Your sibling (or closest relative)
Day 5 — Your dreams
Day 6 — A stranger
Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend
Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet
Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to
Day...
Isn’t it funny that when you're lonely - the whole...
Rooty Tooty Fresh N Fruity.
Lately people have been telling me that I “try to hard” and should “just be myself.” I’ve been thinking, and “just being yourself” is really hard to do when you don’t know who you are.
I got tumblr only because I liked the little quotes and cute pictures on here. I went to take a shower (and as they say, your best thinking happens there) and tumblr...
theres always going to be that one guy. you know,...
